Blinded by Rage

Madness, it consumes,

Sadness, I feel as if I'm doomed,

Drowning in a pool of my tears,

Overwhelmed by all my fears,

Darkness, it comes to play,

Sharpness, to make me pay,

For every mistake that haunts my thoughts,

For every beckoning memory in my mind, it taunts,

Will it ever end, or begin to dim?

The light of my demise, to damn me back into sin,

I have lost my way so long ago,

My demons still seem to follow me though,

They lurk and wait, as if they know,

My greatest weakness, leaving me out in the cold,

But still I reach for what I cannot see,

And still I long for who I'll never be,

Am I dream, or another lost memory?

Perhaps a ghost to all those I've held dear to me,

No one truly understands my pain,

No one can help me escape my fate,

Insanity mixed with hate,

And sadness blinded by rage,

For who I once was, is who I am today.